night out

i have found this new thing to do.that is keep on adding to the blog and it seems interesting.May be i will wear out of this may be not...lets see.

Right now i am sitting in a netcafe..its morning four.there are a few creatures who are also surfing, as they have nothing better to do.Yes i will say that because i can do other things and then also Choose to do what they are doing.But they can't.All they know is to put on a webcam and then using the hard learnt phrases over time..go on in to some chatroom and beg some lady to give them a peep.Usually the lady might have been getting so many requests that eventually she will give them access to.then they will watch the show like zombies.Actually more like a circus show.Amazed at the dexterity of the woman with various things she has.
for the last few hours i have been surfing the web to find if intelligent life creatures exist and what other people are doing.
Inspired by fellow creatures,used some time and tried a few ladies.But you know how it happens that you IM some body and they don't reply back and that some how that kills it.the waiting kills it.girls are very good at getting somebody or avoiding some body.

so after not getting a single response from scores of girls,who according to yahoo website were online,and according to my messenger were off line,i went out had a smoke and a slice and came back here.

but i have a new tool now.just put everthing that happens over here.

life is long.my thoughts varied.Most of the best thought take place in the morning.And even more when i am in a place where i can't take any paper and pen...yeah its the loo.

but its amazing watching myself write.I used to think that i am good in thinking,analysing and Critisizing.Seems like can write the shit too.Just like you had the bomb, and now you can drop it too coz you have the rocket.
well,why shouldn't i??After having a fucked up degree from a fucked up management school,right now,i can go on and write a ten page essay on the procreating habit of the black mamba or the tse-tse fly.

I will take a break and not try your patience too far.Bye

Are You Unforgiven too???????

Lay beside me, tell me what they've done
Speak the words I want to hear, to make my demons run
The door is locked now, but it's open if you're true
If you can understand the me, than I can understand the you.

Lay beside me, under wicked sky
Through black of day, dark of night, we share this pair of lives
The door cracks open, but there's no sun shining through
Black heart scarring darker still, but there's no sun shining through
No, there's no sun shining through
No, there's no sun shining

What I've felt, what I've known
Turn the pages, turn the stone
Behind the door, should I open it for you?

What I've felt, what I've known
Sick and tired, I stand alone
Could you be there?, 'cause I'm the one who waits for you
Or are you unforgiven too?

Come lay beside me, this won't hurt I swear
She loves me not, she loves me still, but she'll never love again
She lay beside me, but she'll be there when I'm gone
Black heart scarring darker still, yes she'll be there when I'm gone
Yes, she'll be there when I'm gone
Dead sure she'll be there!

What I've felt, what I've known
Turn the pages, turn the stone
Behind the door, should I open it for you?

What I've felt, what I've known
Sick and tired, I stand alone
Could you be there?, 'cause I'm the one who waits for you
Or are you unforgiven too?



Lay beside me, tell me what I've done
The door is closed, so are your eyes
But now I see the sun, now I see the sun
Yes now I see it!

What I've felt, what I've known
Turn the pages, turn the stone
Behind the door, should I open it for you?

What I've felt, what I've known
So sick and tired, I stand alone
Could you be there?, 'cause I'm the one who waits,
The one who waits for you

Oh what I've felt, what I've known
Turn the pages, turn the stone
Behind the door, should I open it for you?
(So I dub thee unforgiven)

Oh, what I've felt
Oh, what I've known!

I take this key
And I bury it in you
Because you're unforgiven too

Never free
Never me
'Cause you're unforgiven too!

METALLICA