Monday, January 30, 2006

First off-line Post

right now i am sitting in the confines of my home. I have quit MICA
and thus the phenomenal Internet speed that made downloads of 1 mb in
2 seconds to 3 seconds. I am going to miss that. With home there is
lot of love and carelessness which i can afford and along with that
comes a modem and dial up connection. Makes me feel like i have
travelled back in time to the days when Internet was still a big
thing even in a big city and when i used to live with my parents and
went to school.

So I am experimenting on this email program and blogspot's claims
that i can publish through an email. Lets see how far is it true?

right now i am content and not at all pissed off or anything. home
does that to me. whenever i am in the big bad world i am really
pissed off over one thing or another. Here i just donot care. i have
been waiting for the offer letter from crosswords which should arrive
anytime now and then i will be employed. something tells me that i
will be employed better than i would have been had i completed the course.

home gives me time to read and not think at all. Yesterday night i
spent my time with an old forgotten friend called Sherlock Holmes and
was watching him as he solved the study in the scarlet.

ha ha ha...no great thoughts for today...not even crappy ones.....i
love it.......... my post off you go

bbye

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Friday, January 20, 2006

on these pages... money is

On these pages.......

money is paper with some dead man's image on it that is a tangible representation of my hardwork or my skill at something. Baiscally those pieces of paer decide if i can live or survive or not. Because if someone doesn't have those particular pieces of paper then he cannot buy anything.......now don't tell me that he can eat out of the trees and farms....

people's criteria to evaluate me may contain points for the amount of paper i have.

Day by day these paper bits are changing in to orientation of magnetic particles on a surface. Nowdays most of my money is in the form of a few magnetic particles on the surface of hard disk on some bank. the money can be used by me only if i have another small plastic cards with the desired orientation of particles on the magnetic strips.

A day will soon come when i will forget what paper money looks like. I will work my ass off, and my money will be deposited in bank by an email to the bank. Then wherever i need money i will just swipe cards. So eventually it is right that the world is turning into paperless money world.

In future Money will just remain a concept and will cease to exist in form. After 500 years, it will be hard to explain it to children that what money stands for. Those days will be long gone when you could just hand them a pience of paper and say that this is called money.

Not too distant in te future, we won't even need plastic cards with desirable orientations, but just a thumbprint will do. So end to all the hoarding and looting. The thumb and the retina will take care of all the monetary situatuin and wallet will disappear. Why would you need that anyways? when all of ur documents can be seen online by concerned people just by the scan of ur thumb.

Hard to Imagine..........................But yet very interesting..............

Godspeed

Monday, January 16, 2006

Entertaining Emotions

Right now i am on a friends watching marathon, and am currently on season 6. And as i paused the series to go and grab a bite, as usual I went on the socrates dialectics and realized something. The process went as...

Q: why do i watch Friends?
A:because its entertaining

Q:Why is it entertaining?
A: Because it is fun and humor.

Q:So is fun and humor entertainment?
A: Yes.

Q: But what do fun and humor produce as end result?
A: Emotions. namely happiness

Q:Is the series real?
A: No. Its fiction.

Q: Is the reason for the smiles and happy feeling real?
A: No. Fiction is not all reality

Q: Is the happiness real?
A: yes

Q: So actually am I watching the series for an emotional gain?
A: Yes

Q: So are all the people who watch the series do that for the same gain?
A: Maybe

Q: Why may be?
A: they might also be watching in to learn pop culture and to learn things as well as entertainment.

Q: So do people watch series like "kyunki saas bhi kabhi bahu thi" for the same reason..?
A: Yes, namely emotion and to learn pop culture/fashion etc.

Q: How do you say pop culture?
A: Because i have seen people selling clothes and asking for clothes and accesories based on the series. I have seen parents looking fo a role model child, and children looking for answers for lifes question.

Q: but the saas bahu series is tragic at times isn't it?
A: yes

Q: But people still love it isn't it?
A: yes they do.

Q: so do people want to be sad?
A: Must be, but the series is not sad all the times.

Q: Do people find being sad as entertainment?
A: must be.

Q: Do people find emotions entertaining?
A: Certainly.

Q: But being sad isn't healthy is it?
A: I guess not, because science says that laugh reduces BP and sadness increases BP. Emotions manifest themselves as physical changes in Blood and heart and psychological changes.

Q: What about the theory that people work to find happiness?
A: I donot know........Must be wrong.....People must be as interested in sadness then isn't it?

Thursday, January 05, 2006

Roark: The Fountainhead

This is from the courtroom scene in the book "The fountainhead" by Ayn Rand. But here actually is the philosophy of Ayn Rand clearly defined.
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It was only a moment; the moment of silence when Roark was about to speak.

"Thousands of years ago, the first man discovered how to make fire. He was probably burned at the stake he had taught his brothers to light. He was considered an evildoer who had dealt with a demon mankind dreaded. But thereafter men had fire to keep them warm, to cook their food, to light their caves. He had left them a gift they had not conceived and he had lifted darkness off the earth. Centuries later, the first man invented the wheel. He was probably torn on the rack he had taught his brothers to build. He was considered a transgressor who ventured into forbidden territory. But thereafter, men could travel past any horizon. He had left them a gift they had not conceived and he had opened the roads of the world.

"That man, the unsubmissive and first, stands in the opening chapter of every legend mankind has recorded about its beginning. Prometheus was chained to a rock and torn by vultures--because he had stolen the fire of the gods. Adam was condemned to suffer--because he had eaten the fruit of the tree of knowledge. Whatever the legend, somewhere in the shadows of its memory mankind knew that its glory began with one and that that one paid for his courage.

"Throughout the centuries there were men who took first steps down new roads armed with nothing but their own vision. Their goals differed, but they all had this in common: that the step was first, the road new, the vision unborrowed, and the response they received--hatred. The great creators--the thinkers, the artists, the scientists, the inventors--stood alone against the men of their time. Every great new thought was opposed. Every great new invention was denounced. The first motor was considered foolish. The first airplane was considered impossible. The power loom was considered vicious. Anesthesia was considered sinful. But the men of unborrowed vision went ahead. They fought, they suffered and they paid. But they won.

"No creator was prompted by a desire to serve his brothers, for his brothers rejected the gift he offered and that gift destroyed the slothful routine of their lives. His truth was his only motive. His own truth, and his own work to achieve it in his own motive. His own truth, and his own work to achieve it in his own way. A symphony, a book, an engine, a philosophy, an airplane, or a building--that was his goal and his life. Not those who heard, read, operated, believed, flew or inhabited the thing he had created. The creation, not its users. The creation, not the benefits others derived from it. The creation which gave form to his truth. He held his truth above all things and against all men.

"His vision, his strength, his courage cam from his own spirit. A man's spirit, however, is his self. That entity which is his consciousness. To think, to feel, to judge, to act are functions of the ego.

"The creators were not selfless. It is the whole secret of their power-- that it was self-sufficient, self-motivated, self-generated. A first cause, a fount of energy, a life force, a Prime Mover. The creator served nothing and no one. He had lived for himself.

"And only by living for himself was he able to achieve the things which are the glory of mankind. Such is the nature of achievement.

"Man cannot survive except through his mind. He comes on earth unarmed. His brain is his only weapon. Animals obtain food by force. Man has no claws, no fangs, no horns, no great strength of muscle. He must plant his food or hunt it. To plant, he needs a process of thought. To hunt, he needs weapons, and to make weapons--a process of thought. From this simplest necessity to the highest religious abstraction, from the wheel to the skyscraper, everything we are and everything we have comes from a single attribute of man--the function of his reasoning mind.

"But the mind is an attribute of the individual. There is no such thing as a collective brain. There is no such thing as a collective thought. An agreement reached by a group of men is only a compromise or an average drawn upon many individual thoughts. it is a secondary consequence. The primary act--the process of reason--must be performed by each man alone. We can divide a meal among many men. We cannot digest it in a collective stomach. No man con use his brain to think for another. All the functions of body and spirit are private. They cannot be shared or transferred.

"We inherit the products of the thought of other men. We inherit the wheel. We make a cart. The cart becomes an automobile. The automobile becomes an airplane. But all through the process what we receive from others is only the end product of their thinking. The moving force is the creative faculty which takes this product as material, uses it and originates the nest step. This creative faculty cannot be given or received, shared or borrowed. It belongs to single individual men. That which it creates is the property of the creator. Men learn from one another. But all learning is only the exchange of material. No man can give another the capacity to think. Yet that capacity is our only means of survival.

"Nothing is given to man on earth . Everything he needs has to be produced. And here man faces his basic alternative: he can survive in only one of two ways-- by the independent work of his own mind or as a parasite fed by minds of others. The creator originates. The parasite borrows. The creator faces nature alone. The parasite faces nature through an intermediary.

"The creator's concern is the conquest of nature. The parasite's concern is the conquest of men.

"The creator lives for his work. He needs no other men. His primary goal is within himself. The parasite lives second-hand. He needs others. Others become his prime motive.

"The basic need of the creator is independence. The reasoning mind cannot work under any form of compulsion. It cannot be curbed, sacrificed or subordinated to any consideration whatsoever. It demands total independence in function and in motive. To a creator, all relations with men are secondary.

"The basic need of the second-hander is to secure his ties with men in order to be fed. He places relations first. He declares that man exists in order to serve others. He preaches altruism.

"Altruism is the doctrine which demands that man live for others and place others above self.

"No man can live for another. He cannot share his spirit just as he cannot share his body. But the second-hander has used altruism as a weapon of exploitation and reversed the base of mankind's moral principles. Men have been taught every precept that destroys the creator. Men have been taught dependence as a virtue.

"The man who attempts to live for others is a dependent. He is a parasite in motive and makes parasites of those he serves. The relationship produces nothing but mutual corruption. It is impossible in concept. The nearest approach to it in reality--the man who lives to serve others--is the slave. If physical slavery is repulsive, how much more repulsive is the concept of servility of the spirit? The conquered slave has a vestige of honor. He has the merit of having resisted and of considering his condition evil. But the man who enslaves himself voluntarily in the name of love is the basest of creatures. He degrades the dignity of man and he degrades the conception of love. But this is the essence of altruism.

"Men have been taught that the highest virtue is not to achieve, but to give. Yet one cannot give that which has not been created. Creation comes before distribution--or there will be nothing to distribute. The need of the creator comes before the need of any possible beneficiary. Yet we are taught to admire the second-hander who dispenses gifts he has not produced above the man who made the gifts possible. We praise an act of charity. We shrug at an act of achievement.

"Men have been taught that their first concern is to relieve the suffering of others. But suffering is a disease. Should one come upon it, one tries to give relief and assistance. To make that the highest test of virtue is to make suffering the most important part of life. Then man must wish to see others suffer--in order that he may be virtuous. Such is the nature of altruism. The creator is not concerned with disease, but with life. Yet the work of the creators has eliminated one form of disease after another, in man's body and spirit, and brought more relief from suffering than any altruist could ever conceive.

"Men have been taught that it is a virtue to agree with others. But the creator is the man who disagrees. Men have been taught that it is a virtue to swim with the current. But the creator is the man who goes against the current. Men have been taught that it is a virtue to stand together. But the creator is the man who stands alone.

"Men have been taught that the ego is the synonym of evil, and selflessness the ideal of virtue. But the creator is the egotist in the absolute sense, and the selfless man is the one who does not think, feel, judge, or act. These are functions of the self.

"Here the basic reversal is most deadly. The issue has been perverted and man has been left no alternative-and no freedom. As poles of good and evil, he was offered two conceptions: egotism and altruism. Egotism was held to mean the sacrifice of others to self. Altruism--the sacrifice of self to others. This tied man irrevocably to other men and left him nothing but a choice of pain: his own pain borne for the sake of others or pain inflicted upon others for the sake of self. When it was added that man must find joy in self-immolation, the trap was closed. Man was forced to accept masochism as his ideal--under the threat that sadism was his only alternative. This was the greatest fraud ever perpetrated on mankind.

"This was the device by which dependence and suffering were perpetuated as fundamentals of life.

"The choice is not self-sacrifice or domination. The choice is independence or dependence. The code of the creator or the code of the second-hander. This is the basic issue. It rest upon the alternative of life or death. The code of the creator is built on the needs of the reasoning mind which allows man to survive. The code of the second-hander is built on the needs of a mind incapable of survival. All that which proceeds from man's dependence upon men is evil.

"The egoist in the absolute sense is not the man who sacrifices others. He is the man who stands above the need of using others in any manner. He does not function through them. He is not concerned with them in any primary matter. Not in his aim, not in his motive, not in his thinking, not in his desires, not in the source of his energy. He does not exist for any other man--and he asks no man to exist for him. This is the only form of brotherhood and mutual respect possible between men.

"Degrees of ability vary, but the basic principle remains the same: the degree of a man's independence, initiative and personal love for his work determines his talent as a worker and his worth as a man. Independence is the only gauge of human virtue and value. What a man is and makes of himself; not what he has or hasn't done for others. There is no substitute for personal dignity. There is no standard of personal dignity except independence.

"In all proper relationships there is no sacrifice of anyone to anyone. An architect needs clients, but he does not subordinate his work to their wishes. They need him, but they do not order a house just to give him a commission. Men exchange their work by free, mutual consent to mutual advantage when their personal interests agree and they both desire the exchange. If they do not desire it, they are not forced to deal with each other. They seek further. Anything else is a relation of slave to master, or victim to executioner.

"No work is ever done collectively, by a majority decision. Every creative job is achieved under the guidance of a single individual thought. An architect requires a great many men to erect his building. But he does not ask them to vote on his design. They work together by free agreement and each is free in his proper function. An architect uses steel, glass, concrete, produced by others. But the materials remain just so much steel, glass and concrete until he touches them. What he does with them is his individual product and his individual property. This is the only pattern for proper co-operation among men.

"The first right on earth is the right of the ego. Man's first duty is to himself. His moral law is never to place his prime goal within the persons of others. His moral obligation is to do what he wishes, provided his wish does not depend primarily upon other men. This includes the whole sphere of his creative faculty, his thinking, his work. But it does not include the sphere of the gangster, the altruist and the dictator.

"A man thinks and works alone. A man cannot rob, exploit or rule--alone. Robbery, exploitation and ruling presuppose victims. They imply dependence. They are the province of the second-hander.

"Rulers of men are not egoists. They create nothing. The exist entirely through the persons of others. Their goal is in their subjects, in the activity of enslaving. They are as dependent as the beggar, the social worker and the bandit. The form of dependence does not matter.

"But men were taught to regard second-handers--tyrants, emperors, dictators--as exponents of egotism. By this fraud they were made to destroy the ego, themselves and others. The purpose of the fraud was to destroy the creators. Or to harness them. Which is a synonym.

"From the beginning of history, the two antagonists have stood face to face: the creator and the second-hander. When the first creator invented the wheel, the first second-hander responded. He invented altruism.

""The creator--denied, opposed, persecuted, exploited--went on, moved forward and carried all humanity along on his energy. The second-hander contributed nothing to the process except the impediments. The contest has another name: the individual against the collective.

"The 'common good' of a collective--a race, a class, a state-- was the claim and justification of every tyranny ever established over men. Every major horror of history was committed in the name of an altruistic motive. Has any act of selfishness ever equaled the carnage perpetrated by disciples of altruism? Does the fault lie in men's hypocrisy or in the nature of the principle? The most dreadful butchers were the most sincere. They believed in the perfect society reached through the guillotine and the firing squad. Nobody questioned their right to murder since they were murdering for an altruistic purpose. It was accepted that man must be sacrificed for other men. Actors change, but the course of the tragedy remains the same. A humanitarian who starts with declarations of love for mankind and ends with a sea of blood. It goes on and will go on so long as men believe that an action is good if it unselfish. That permits the altruist to act and forces his victims to bear it. The leaders of collectivist movements ask nothing for themselves. But observe the results.

"The only good which men can do to one another and the only statement of their proper relationship is--Hands off!

"Now observe the results of a society built on the principle of individualism. This, our country. The noblest country in the history of men. The country of greatest achievement, greatest prosperity, greatest freedom. This country was not based on selfless service, sacrifice, renunciation or any precept of altruism. It was based on a man's right to the pursuit of happiness. His own happiness. Not anyone else's. A private, personal, selfish motive. Look at the results. Look into your own conscience.

"It is an ancient conflict. Men have come close to the truth, but it was destroyed each time and one civilization fell after another. Civilization is the progress toward a society of privacy. The savage's whole existence is public, ruled by the laws of his tribe. Civilization is the process of setting man free from men.

"Now, in our age, collectivism, the rule of the second-hander and second-rater, the ancient monster, has broken loose and is running amuck. It has brought men to a level of intellectual indecency never equaled on earth. It has reached a scale of horror without precedent. It has poisoned every mind. It has swallowed most of Europe. It is engulfing our country.

"I am an architect. I know what is to come by the principle on which it is built. We are approaching a world in which I cannot permit myself to live.

"Now you know why I dynamited Cortlandt.

"I designed Cortlandt. I gave it to you. I destroyed it.

"I destroyed it because I did not choose to let it exist. It was a double monster. In form and in implication. I had to blast both. The form was mutilated by two second-handers who assumed the right to improve upon that which they had not made and could not equal. They were permitted to do it by the general implication that the altruistic purpose of the building supersede all rights and that I had no claim to stand against it.

"I agreed to design Cortlandt for the purpose of seeing it erected as I designed it and for no other reason. That was the price I set for my work. I was not paid.

"I do not blame Peter Keating. He was helpless. He had a contract with his employers. It was ignored. He had a promise that the structure he offered would be built as designed. The promise was broken. The love of a man for the integrity of his work and his right to preserve it are now considered a vague intangible and an unessential. You have heard the prosecutor say that. Why was the building disfigured? For no reason. Such acts never have any reason, unless it's the vanity of some second-handers who feel they have a right to anyone's property, spiritual or material. Who permitted them to do it? No particular man among the dozens in authority. No one cared to permit it or to stop it. No one was responsible. NO one can be held to account. Such is the nature of all collective action.

"I did not receive the payment I asked. But the owners of Cortlandt got what they need from me. they wanted a scheme devised to build a structure as cheaply as possible. They found no one else who could do it to their satisfaction. I could and did. they took the benefit of my work and made me contribute it as a gift. But I am not an altruist. i do not contribute gifts of this nature.

"It is said that I have destroyed the home of the destitute. It is forgotten that but for me the destitute could not have had this particular home. Those who were concerned with the poor had to come to me, who have never been concerned, in order to help the poor. It is believed that the poverty of the future tenants gave them a right to my work. that their need constituted a claim on my life. That it was my duty to contribute anything demanded of me. This is the second-hander's credo now swallowing the world.

"I came here to say that I do not recognize anyone's right to one minute of my life. Nor to any part of my energy. Nor to any achievement of mine. No matter who makes the claim, how large their number or how great their need.

"I wished to come here and say that I am a man who does not exist for others.

"It had to be said. The world is perishing from an orgy of self-sacrificing.

"I wished to come here and say that the integrity of a man's creative work is of greater importance than any charitable endeavor. Those of you who do not understand this are the men who're destroying the world.

"I wished to come here and state my terms. I do not care to exist on any others.

"I recognize no obligations toward men except one: to respect their freedom and to take no part in a slave society. To my country, i wish to give the ten years which I will spend in jail if my country exists no longer. I will spend them in memory and in gratitude for what my country has been. It will be my act of loyalty, my refusal to live or work in what has taken its place.

Withdrawing my Admission from MICA

I am withdrawing my admission from MICA. I have been here long enough, and now I must get down working. Enough of running away from the job. Guess it hasn't been that good a place as I wished it to be. I have been told that I can apply for the Teaching Associate or Research Associate at the place where i will be paid, as well as allowed to atten classes. But I think i should go back to the Industry and get some Work-ex.

Godspeed

Feminism...thank you melly...

I wanted to write some thing very close to what you have written. But now after reading your post, if i go back to write the same stuff, it will look like foolish, and inspired. So i am just acting lazy and posting the link to the blog here

Godspeed

Wednesday, January 04, 2006

The falure of feminism

I came Across this article and i had to post it. Its pretty long, but worth a read. And its written by a woman and not a man . Happy reading, and if you are a feminist, happy fuming and thinking.

I would be posting another article shortly. Its by Nicholas Davidson.
Godspeed




"The Failure of Feminism" by Kay Ebeling

The other day I had the world's fastest blind date. A Yuppie from Eureka penciled me in for 50 minutes on a Friday and met me at a watering hole in the rural northern California town of Arcata. He breezed in, threw his jammed daily planner on the table and shot questions at me, watching my reactions as if it were a job interview. He eyed how much I drank. Then
he breezed out to his next appointment. He had given us 50 minutes to size each other up and see if there was any chance for romance. His exit was so fast that as we left he let the door slam back in my face. It was an interesting slam.

Most of our 50-minute conversation had covered the changing state of male-female relationships. My blind date was 40 years old, from the Experimental Generation. He is "actively pursuing new ways for men and women to interact now that old traditions no longer exist." That's a real quote. He really did say that, when I asked him what he liked to do. This was a man who'd read Ms. Magazine and believed every word of it. He'd been single for 16 years but had lived with a few women during that time. He was off that evening for a ski weekend, meeting someone who was paying her own way for the trip.

I too am from the Experimental Generation, but I couldn't even pay for my own drink. To me, feminism has backfired against women. In 1973 I left what could have been a perfectly good marriage, taking with me a child in diapers, a 10-year-old Plymouth and Volume 1, Number One of Ms. Magazine. I was convinced I could make it on my own. In the last 15 years my ex has
married or lived with a succession of women. As he gets older, his women stay in their 20s. Meanwhile, I've stayed unattached. He drives a BMW. I ride buses.

Today I see feminism as the Great Experiment That Failed, and women in my generation, its perpetrators, are the casualties. Many of us, myself included, are saddled with raising children alone. The resulting poverty makes us experts at cornmeal recipes and ways to find free recreation on weekends. At the same time, single men from our generation amass fortunes
in CDs and real-estate ventures so they can breeze off on ski weekends. Feminism freed men, not women. Now men are spared the nuisance of a wife and family to support. After childbirth, if his wife's waist doesn't return to 20 inches, the husband can go out and get a more petite woman.
It's far more difficult for the wife, now tied down with a baby, to find a new man. My blind date that Friday waved goodbye as he drove off in his RV. I walked home and paid the sitter with laundry quarters.

The main message of feminism was: woman, you don't need a man; remember, those of you around 40, the phrase: "A woman without a man is like a fish without a bicycle"? That joke circulated through "consciousness raising" groups across the country in the '70s. It was a philsophy that made divorce and cohabitation casual and routine. Feminism made women
disposable. So today a lot of females are around 40 and single with a couple of kids to raise on their own. Child-support payments might pay for a few pairs of shoes, but in general, feminism gave men all the financial and personal advantages over women.

What's worse, we asked for it. Many women decided: you don't need a family structure to raise your children. We packed them off to day-care centers where they could get their nurturing from professionals. Then we put on our suits and ties, packed our briefcases and took off on this
Great Experiment, convinced that there was no difference between ourselves and the guys in the other offices.

How wrong we were. Because, like it or not, women have babies. It's this biological thing that's just there, these organs we're born with. The truth is, a woman can't live the true feminist life unless she denies her child-bearing biology. She has to live on the pill, or have her tubes
tied at an early age. Then she can keep up with the guys with an uninterrupted career and then, when she's 30, she'll be paying her own way on ski weekends too.

The reality of feminism is a lot of frenzied and overworked women dropping kids off at day-care centers. If the child is sick, they just send along some children's Tylenol and then rush off to underpaid jobs that they don't even like. Two of my working-mother friends told me they were
mopping floors and folding laundry after midnight last week. They live on five hours of sleep, and it shows in their faces. And they've got husbands! I'm not advocating that women retrogress to the brainless housewives of the '50s who spent afternoons baking macaroni sculptures and
keeping Betty Crocker files. Post-World War II women were the first to be left with a lot of free time, and they weren't too creative in filling it.
Perhaps feminism was a reaction to that Brainless Betty, and in that respect, feminism has served a purpose.
Women should get their educations so they can be brainy in the way they raise their children. Women can start small businesses, do consulting, write freelance out of the home. But women don't belong in 12-hour-a-day executive office positions, and I can't figure out today what ever made us think we would want to be there in the first place. As long as that biology is there, women can't compete equally with men. A ratio cannot be made using disproportionate parts. Women and men are not equal, we're different. The economy might even improve if women came home, opening up jobs for unemployed men, who could then support a wife a children, the wayit was, pre-feminism.

Sometimes on Saturday nights I'll get dressed up and go out club-hopping or to the theater, but the sight of all those other women my age, dressed a little too young, made up to hide encroaching wrinkles, looking hopefully into the drowds, usually depresses me. I end up coming home, to spend my Saturday night with my daughter asleep in her room nearby. At least the
NBC Saturday-night lineup is geared demographically to women at home alone.
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An Egoist Male Chauvinist's solemn Oath

I here by agree to give an individual woman a singular status not on the basis of what she desires or expects but on the basis of what she works towards through her speech, belief, action and behaviour, at all times. The judgment will be my own based on my personal experience, knowledge and understanding of the social norms and will be comprehensive and static as the same is forwarded towards me at all times by individuals concerned. The judgment so derived will be my private property, without any rights to change it extended to any individual, and it shall be understood that any such judgment having been derived is to aid me in my understanding of the workings of this world as well as help me in my decision making.

For the layman: if you want me to think of you as something you want, then action speak louder than words, so work towards it on all times. Because I don't have time to spend on you to try to understand you and believe in how good a person you are. Every one thinks he is a good person. And we all know that world has a lot of bad people. So something must be wrong some where. Plus always take the fact in to consideration that I haven't been awarded the luxury. People form opinions about me on what they hear, so I can also form an opinion about you on what I hear, and its perfectly fair. If you act and dress and walk like a whore, I will definitely think of you as a whore, even if you are a "beautiful person on the inside" or even if you are a "very good human being" whatever they are and wherever they exist.


If thou dress to be desired, thou shalt be desired,
If thou dress to be loved, thou shalt be loved,
If thou dress to be respected, thou shalt be respected
If you show, I will watch.

And I know that this will hold good, because I do not think of Madonna the way I think of Mother Teresa. So if you want the respect that Mother Teresa enjoys, then you will have to work equally hard. You can't have it all. You have to lose something to gain something. So its you who has to decide what's more important, you freedom to act and dress as you want, or that respect that society will give you. Because I would also like to be respected like Gandhi, but if I keep on behaving like a Casanova then that can't happen can it??

I am just wasting space here. Because I know that every girl knows this. How many girls go in to temple with low waist jeans and short skimpy tops??...Few... How many girls go to a college with the same dress??...Many.... So its pretty obvious...Isn't it?

So if you are labeled by people as "easy to bag", even when you are not(or you think you are not), then there must be some thing there..Isn't it....Well there is something called the wisdom of the crowds. In the book James Suroweicki mentions that how in a village fair when people were asked to guess the approx weight of a cattle, the average guess was exact while the expert guesses were way off the mark. Now this is not to be confused with "mob mentality" in which the whole groups effort is equal to the best mans effort.

And then we have been told in Blink too, haven't we?? That in 15 seconds a class could tell that what a teacher is....Just 15 seconds.....

So the crux is that if people are thinking of you in an undesired manner, or if people are calling you something.....They have a huge probability of being right and so you need some introspection. That is if you care about what they think of you, and you want it to be equal to what you want them to think of you. Now I am afraid, that people are usually right when we are talking about something that is pretty common and basic and doesn't need expert knowledge to analyze, something like behavior.

Because people often do go wrong. They will call you names, but prefer it to be because of your work and not your character and personality.

Suppose M.F. Hussain had been making these kind of paintings from the time he was 24. What would his classmates say of him?? What would his teachers say of him??? And his parents??

Had he heard and listened to people, or his peers, his class mates then could he ever have made a painting worth 3 crores? Would these people have allowed him to walk the same path? Are they allowing him to go on his path even now?

I am in no way saying that he is great or I like him or anything, I am just here to prove a point. His paintings are considered weird by people. But he never cared and is rich. Similarly if today people call me names should I change my thinking? Definitely not. Because my thinking is so far off from other people's that as if "its crazy enough to be really good". Had it been a little off mark, I could have even tried and changed it, but because its so different, that may be I should keep it for the sake of diversity in the world. Because my kind of thinking is really " endangered Species". Mind you, I am not saying that my thinking is that of Newton or some one, but all I am saying is that its different. And I can even cite examples. Almost always, I am left in the crowd fighting a point of view which is supported by rest.

Yesterday me and Rahul started talking on whether pornography is good or bad, and all of a sudden I found myself trying to convince 4 people at the same time that how pornography is the advertisement and prostitution is the product. They wouldn't buy the argument. They held on to their thought that pornography and prostitution ought to be legalized in India. That concerns me. Because if all start thinking like that, then tomorrow it may become legal. And what concerns me is not just their view point on these, but many other things. Including views about "what is Indian Culture".

Their views were not so irrational, just under thought and under studied. What they have been so dearly holding on to are beliefs that come on the first step of the thinking ladder. A child can not have "consumerism" or "carcinogen" as his first word but will may be say "mom" or "dad" . Similarly what they are thinking is the "mum" and "dad" level, while they are thinking that they are at some other level.

I also was at that level some years ago and used to think as they do, but it takes thinking and reading to locate the flaw of the argument and then you reach at a different level. But they were laughing at me, without even knowing what was I talking about. The biggest problem was that I could perfectly understand why they were saying what ever they were saying, hell, I also used to think the same. But it was after reading and thinking, that I moved away. Because their argument was something that comes naturally. And obviouly they couldn't make sense out why was I saying what I was saying, because they need to work before they reach at this level of argument.

So that's al for now, I will come back later on to write more on feminism and chauvinism and where we are going wrong. The level will not be great, but I am still evolving

Godspeed

Where The Mind Is Without Fear

After a long time i was thinking about my school, and the first thing i remember is my favourate school prayer. I love the prayer, which is actually a poem, and know it by heart. Its from geetanjali by Rabindranath Tagore. The Man who not only wrote but also composed India's National Anthem as well as bangladesh's nathional anthem. Awarded the 1913 nobel prize in litreature and used the prize money to open shanti niketan.

The lines have always left me wondering an hopeful. Somewhere inside i believe in what they say.

Where the mind is without fear and the head is held high
Where knowledge is free
Where the world has not been broken up into fragments
By narrow domestic walls
Where words come out from the depth of truth
Where tireless striving stretches its arms towards perfection
Where the clear stream of reason has not lost its way
Into the dreary desert sand of dead habit
Where the mind is led forward by thee
Into ever-widening thought and action
Into that heaven of freedom, my Father, let my country awake

Tuesday, January 03, 2006

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Immortals

Have been reading some stuff on Saint Augustine. And all the things in the world are interrelated. A man who was around 1600 years ago, invented the concept of a "Just War" and gave a philosophy on ethics and the concept of the "Original sin" which still continues.

the war is now no more being fought with bows and arrows but computers and technology. Have we really progressed? schopenhaur and Nietzsche after 1400 years reworked on his concept and made it contemporary. WOW......i really admire such people.

Because i am sure neither the people who wage war or who practice these philosophies must know about the men who invented these things. its like using the law of gravity and forgetting all about newton. And why can't it happen in next 1600 years??

I mean the pace at which we are, children might be reading about gravity in prep and kindergarten, the same way they are reading about traffic lights right now. Isn't traffic light a recent invention? And by that time there would have been so many GODs that people would have forgottoen all about Einstine and Newton.

Some 2000 years ago, Aristotle must have been the Einstine or Gandhi of his age. Now we don't find him that appealing, because he is so distant in the past. His writings so out of time, and concepts answering to problems that were then contemporary. But these people have lived their lives for all these years. and they are still alive. Why do i say so??

How does it matter to me that Bill Gates, or Ambani is alive?? Did i notice any change in my life when Dhirubhai died? Did i notice any change when Drucker died? No. None At all. How did i know that these people were alive? Mostly by the "tense" that newspapers used when reffring to them. That has changed. Now no more of their news will be published. But these people have said and done enough, to be printed for the next 400 years.
They are still here amongst us. I still have to allocate the same amount of space in my mind for them, as i had when they were alive. people will still talk about them. The tense will change from present to past, but these people will continue to live on.

If you find it hard to imagine, just think as if they are alive, and in a Coma, under heavy security. Now what do you say? You cannot meet them. They won't talk. But they are alive, and being kept alive by the media.

And Aristotle, Plato and god knows how many are still alive. They are still walking the earth. Taking space in our minds. We just speak of them in past tense. Bill Gates to me is some body who i know through the print, and so is aristotle.

And what a pity, that Gates with all his money has contributed less to this world than a poor ex-communicated jew and a lens grinder from amsterdam called Spinoza. So is all that wealth worth it?

Few people know Spinoza and what he did, but one can never fathom the way in which he has changed the course of history, by changing the way one thinks.If you doubt what i say, then click here


So should I try to be Bill Gates or Spinoza? Should i think of enjoying now, or live ever after? because for both to happen, is a very hard unheard of task. may be only few people like einstine, edison and newton have been able to pull it off. Rest of the people spent all their lives in hardship tring to convince people about their ideas, and by the time people got convinced, these people had died. Some like Bruno and Galileo even suffered worse. Bruno was burnt on stakes. At the time church used to be the opressor, now its some one else....may be media? or the corporates?

I mean don't tell me that the power that church had over people's lives hasn't been passed on to some one. Don't tell me that now people don't get branded as heretics. They do.

In the time of the church and in medieval times, just imagine a man like Spinoza writing that there is no God. I am saying that please imagine a medieval city, with medieval clothes with candle lights and swords hanging from people's waist. With the education level and slavery still in vogue. Then Imagine the Church with red velvet and the Priest being the voice of God and the King being the God's incarnation. And then Imagine a man huddled on a wooden table in a wooden house overlooking a street, writing on a piece of paper with a quilt pen . There is an inkpot beside him. He dips the pen into the ink and writes on the blank parchament "There is No God".

What will be the people's reaction to that? Can you Imagine?

What can you say will be such a sentence in today's time? I can't Imagine that.

Now everthing that existed at that time, still exists. The form has changed. Swords have changed to guns, Education relatively I think has fallen. I mean what a man knows, compared to how much knowledge there is to know. I am not talking about literacy. May be a common man knows more today than the best Scientist at that age. But in relation to the best scientist in our age, he knows relatively less, me thinks.

Similarly paper has changed to scren, pen changed to key board in some places. But the function and the needs haven't.
Its just that man still kills and is still thirsty. Now power also has changed. Earlier we knew that church had that power. At one call of a priest, people will burn a man on stake. Now in present times, what is such a thing at whose one call people will burn me at a stake. Who has as much trust of the people as the priest had in earlier times. Whose word carries as much influence as the word of the priest? Who tells me what is sin and what is not........I hope you are getting there.

I think the answer is either media, or the television(which again is media).
So today i may not be called a heretic because i go against God. But what is it that will get me branded as a heretic by the media? I don't know...will have to think on it.

Thats all for now
i will be back later on

satyarth